I had the most fun I've ever had on stage last night. I didn't know I had it in me! Personally, I think it was my favorite performance so far! Yeah for me! I got some new fashion going on and it felt good.

          I was so proud of everyone, and my heart swells every time I look at the faces of my fellow contestants. Cheers Kids!

Love, Big Mamma Heff

It's hot today, but I'm feeling peppy.  I'm in love with the new song.  I feel like I can do it well.  Plus I'm hoping to pull off the "Jagger Strut".

Daphna's b-day party was beautiful last night.  I hope she knows she is loved here, and I hope it was at least a little like what she hoped for.

I never realized how hard it was to gather 13 primping rockers in one room!  We're impossible!

My interview went well, but I'm having trouble answering the questions.  Sometimes I just don't really have an answer.  Or maybe I don't feel like a lot of the questions give me room to be myself with the answers.  I dunno.

I am trying not to have any expectations, and just go where it takes me. I hope to have a lot of learning experiences, whether it be musically or... socially, hee hee. I think we will be pushed to the limit by the show and each other and I am looking forward to the opportunity to rise to any occasion that is brought to me. I think we will learn a lot from each other and the band. I HOPE not to see fighting and backstabbing. I want us to bring new integrity to this show, and not just start fights to get attention. All and all I just want to play music with all these wonderful people.